forever 21

Im turning 21 today! happy birthday to me :D I feel extremely blessed and thankful for everyone who has been fulfilling my life in the past 20years with me, bearing sadness and happiness which i caused to them and for always being there to cheer to hold and even being my shelter when i needed one. My family my best friend and my loves, thank you for going through with me. I couldn't ask for anything better :)
Anyways, beside the bad thing that im going older, I am now proud to announce that im legally legal! *hiphiphooray*! Twenty-one isn't a bad thing though!
Here are some photos that i shoot with my friend back there when im still in jakarta. Gosh im missing home! Hope you like it as much as i do!

beach time

Looking back at these photos and realize how i miss summer so much. It doesn't mean like i love being tanned and sweaty all the time but, really? shorts and t-shirts are such a good companion :(
Speaking of weather, i have this ridiculous opinion about how it has (been) effected my (personal) life. Autumn for me always been the starter of everything bad. Problems out of nowhere, sudden self-deconstruction, and foolish act which brings me nightmare every time i think about it. And it keep going until winter comes and usually all thing just get even darker, or i call it as the darkest moment in my life. If other people are excited about what christmas will brings, neither do i. Actually im curious about what's next might be happen? *deepsigh*




top - pull n bear ; aviator: h&m